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Name: i.
Interests: melancholy music and the sweet sadness which ensues. introspection and anxiety. stories of what could have been. tears for no reason. love.
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2/12/2002
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| resolutions.
so what are my resolutions this year, i wonder? one must be to pass the bar on the first try. that's an absolute must. and after that, pass the mpre (the professional responsibility exam, which after the bar, will be a mere afterthought). i want to be competent in planning my wedding, unafraid in beginning my career, and ready to overcome the hurdles of anxiety that have stood in my way since the very beginning. i'm resolving to be more positive and flexible, not to let my social anxiety lead to negativity and frustration in my life when plans change or things happen that i could not foresee. i will concentrate on me, that which is in my hands directly, that which i can control, and simply to accept those situations i cannot. i will be more responsible with my money, pay my debt, not buy anything i want on a whim. my heart will be loving, kind and open, but i will not allow people to take advantage of my kindness. i will stand up for myself but i will not be unreasonable. if i find myself hedging on these resolutions, i will remind myself to stand firm... "think of your resolution..."
because after all, 2008 will be a banner year. by the time we ring in 2009, i will be a bar-certified lawyer and happily married to the man of my dreams. certainly wonderful motivation to stick to my resolutions and try to better myself as a person in the year to come.
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| Less than 300 days to my wedding and it still feels so surreal. Even though I'm talking to vendors, setting everything up, it still doesn't feel real to me. I guess it will as the day approaches, but I can't believe how fast it seems to be coming, with everything there is to do and plan! I can't wait, and everything is falling into place.
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| Well hot damn, kids... I'm getting married! 
I'm so excited. It's cliche, but I'm marrying my best friend and my true soulmate. I never used to think that there was such a thing as your one true romantic soulmate. What I mean is that I've connected on deep levels with friends before, and thought, this must mean there's no such thing as a soulmate! I thought that meant there were lots of people you could be with, marry, connect with on that crazy level... but I was wrong.
Because being with Dan is an eye-opening, heart-opening, conscious-expanding experience. I've just never felt this way... ever. I know that he's the one for me. Maybe it's silly or romantic or cheesy or whatever, but it feels right. And that's really all that matters
I've booked our photographer and a fantastic band. We'll be making our decision about the venue this weekend... I know this year will fly by, I just know it.
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